Wednesday, March 22, 2006
210306 me and steph head down to sentosa. but it was raining. so i accompanied steph to book her chalet for her bday. we were lost while trying to find costa sands resort. we had a map though. so we tried many ways and finally found tt ulu place. the slope looked freaky. its like all the true singapore ghost stories type. ewww. but the resort is pretty. then we went to bugis to fit the costumes and try to do the sash. No 1 costume. (;
steph me
steph in tt big cute specs (;
tomato
niu nai ren
d and d is coming. oh man. its like next week. im so excited bout it. we're really having much fun there. hahaha. we were walking walking talking laughing singing as usual. then when i turn around, jo was missing. she went home without telling us. =(
we went lavender to eat. yummy. good food. then stand outside my church to decide where to go. hahaha. i haven been there for some time alr. hahaha. after which, we went to pasir ris park to chill out. alrights. its the same gang of us again. just the five of us. much confession.
i felt a sense of belonging in this united committee. is sad to think tt all the plannings for this six months is gonna end in just tt 4 hours. for this past six months brought much bonding, laughters, angers, cry, and many many mixed emotions. wells. ppl around can bring us down, discourage us and many friendships on the line. not just for me but for my sisters too. but im happy. happy to be in part of the 'best friends', happy to be organising this major event. ive nv done anything more grand, as a main comm. it indeed gave me much space to excel and ive learnt many many things and procedures when doing such a project. this experience is truly enriching. and of cos. i hope we'll stay in contact. steph jo pam val jas guang weisheng alv boy. (;
yeeping ; 7:23 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
i shall continue. hmm. pan pac for meeting. then we head down to raffles place to get some book. on our way back to sch. prettylame made two friends. in fact. 1 friend and 1 foe. he was named the paedophile by steph. and soon became her partner, ah ma and ah gong. they even had a daughter who is a mother of two. okie this sounds ridiculous but yea. it came out from a cute young kid. interesting eh? hiak hiak. close my eyes. . bang bang bang i saw you! can u imagine pomata to do tt on the train. hahaha. deprieved childhood. ah gong was scolded crazy by tt little boy. lowest point of his life. OMG. HAHA.
saturday sentosa. okie it was fun in the noon.
today. meeting, movie and talking. meetings as usual. ticket sales went up and im happy bout it. then we went to catch yours, mine and ours damn funny show. i cant stop laughing. okie. then i went to meet my friend and see him train. but i dint dare to step in initially. hahaha. went home. and yea.
there's many things i wana say but ive got no guts. oh man. wad's happening to me? i need to feel 'me' again.
then i realised tt i was taken for granted. time and again. oh wells. maybe i must draw a line between friendship and work. cheer up ppl. everyone's feeling so stressed right now. esp my d and d comm ppl. i still do care bout friends work personal life SL and of cos FOW/FOC. if u have not realised it at all, im telling you i care not just bout d and d only right now. some things i just dun need to explain in details.
yeeping ; 4:33 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
mel came my house today indeed. she taught me guitar. but my metal strings are stopping me. okie. i'll season it soon. hohoh. (;
we played badminton. then cook. okies. it was a fruitful day. thanks mel. you made my day. my parents are coming back tmr. holy shit. no more fun.
going to pan pac tmr. 9.30 in cityhall. song!
i lead a sad life. but i enjoy this sad life (;
yeeping ; 12:22 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
i went to work from 11am to 11pm on monday. even the managers working on tt day dun work for tt long. im a superwoman. it was a fruitful day. i was feeling bored then i happen to catch two pair of couples at two different time in ps. something not discrete anymore. but i was feeling energetic still after work. so after which i took out my guitar and tried to learn some keys. apparently. it failed cos my sis and i got two different note for the same key. and the metal strings are killers. i'll try again tmr. MEL I NEED YOU HERE. =X
i realised tt i nv bring any of my friends home before. hahaa. only mel. right.
im supposed to have breakfast in sch at 10.30 but andrew was still sleeping at 10. oh man. as usual. then supposed to meet steph and jo at 11. but i called steph at 11. she was still sleeping too. i had been waking ppl up these few days. went to sch to do some programme booklet and invitation card. invitation was just editing editing and editing. yawns. went to media biz studio to see andrew do the editings with stephie and jo. we were caught by daryl david. bleahs.
im pondering whether i should turn up tmr. i dun wana feel so damn awkward. yet ive been longing to see all of us together again. 4 faith. (;
im a lil moody today. probably cos im sleepy. and so i was a lil distracted today. i was right. but now im wrong. i shouldnt have update some ppl on wad's happening to me. ppl make assumptions and the news goes on. then wad is a secret for? dun underestimate me okay. i can do wonders.
when u told me tt you wana hear me sing. i was like are you sure? HAHA. grins. once and for all. i think you'll probably not ask me to sing again. you shall be my first friend to come. i'll invite you over and i'll prepare your meals. then i shall flaunt my guitar skills while you sing. or winning eleven and the sims at ur place then go to the famous bakuteh stalls nearby. shall we? heh heh. oh man im dreaming too much. you need me as a friend or closer than that but nothing more than good friends. me too (;
yeeping ; 5:41 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
today after work i went to far east then i kana stalked by 2 guys after seeing vincent and his new female friend felicia. then i ran to 7minds since it is the only shop opened. okies. then flee from the other side. scary. it was dark and i was alone. then i went to toa payoh to meet jo. only.
many thanks to jo. saved me from many troubles for the programme booklet and invitation card. i cut my fingers at work today. okies nvm.
i dun like this. its goes on and on and on. with different characters are each time. it sucks. my week is packed. im sorry. call it off will you. im just hope tt u're fine. u need to settle your problems before looking for me. again. we're friends (;
shan hu hai =(
yeeping ; 5:13 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
i went for meeting today. early in the morning. 10am at tcc raffles place. wow. oh goodness. in the end me and guang were the earliest so we decided to just have our breakfast in mcdonald. then pam, alv and jo came. right. meeeeeeeting. then we went around looking for print shops and bookshops. okie. found a really nice magic white autograph/ photo album. headed to marina square and i bought a white dress. then we went to the IT fair to look for maguire at the same time beatrice and weisheng. waited for andrew guang darren and alv in dhoby ghaut for dinner. andrew is injured. his skin tore. it looked gross. plenty of suanings bout my figure as usual. fat fat fat. wadever! my busy schedule. meetings after meetings. the shit and fart stories continue.
i realised that blogging certain details are dangerous.
i hit the jackpot when i met you but i didnt get the prize.
yeeping ; 3:18 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
im so happy tt i dint receive any emails from d and d during my chalet! a sigh of relieve. nothing bad happened. but they're all in chalet. okie im lying. =(
we had a meeting with raymond and all the study club leaders. they've shared their opinions. ive been asking around before i make tt statement definitely. alrights alv? (;
the last thing you ppl can do is to turn me down and be my wet blanket. i believe we dun need that. we're all tired and burnt out. its just so sad to hear the sacarsm and ppl not realising the hardwork we had put in over the months. it is so hurting to hear it from ppl whom i think i can talk to. who is not worried about ticket sales in the main comm now? it is really disappointing to hear all your comments. im serious. all we need is just support even if u're not going. i believe everyone in the committee is pinning the little hopes and staying optimistic bout it. dont KILL it.
i rather work with ppl of better working attitude than to give me problems and screw my part. thank you.
oh i passed my exams. my gpa went up a little. HOHOHO. happiness. (;
im not going later. ive got d and d meeting. im sorry. though im yearning to go. wells. might be in sentosa at late noon. (;
one package are we going out soon? ppl can say tt im too busy with d and d y bother working. i need money too. but certain things is a want not a need. im sorry.
im very tired. i need to breathe and a genuine laughter. but im happy with wad im doing now. you keep me going. and i just love the feeling (;
happiness is when u're with me and u're concerned bout me.
yeeping ; 6:24 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
in sch now. waiting for alv guang jo and eng meng for the kbox session later. HAHA. i hereby commerce the end of the D and D chalet only. oh well. we certainly had much much fun. okie. first night we played mahjong, dinner, bowling and then meeting till 3 plus 4. then mahjong again till around 6.30. bed. but we couldnt sleep obviously. with mr pomata and brother fractured trying to snatch the girls' pillows and blanket. and brother fractured tried to jump into the girls' bed to sleep with US. it lasted for less than an hour. where they even tried to lock me in the guys room. i slept from 7 plus to 9. from the start to the end of chalet. all the guys were so fascinated with the tammy videos. i brought along 5 dvds mahjong and poker cards. if the police were there, i'll be caught with the most illegal items for an under 18 girl. we had a projector with big screen and nice sound system.
second day was kinda fun. where me steph and jo went to have our steam bath and sauna. they said we can slim down this way. lunch at different tastes. back for some rest. but i was disturbed time and again. i just feel like sleeping so much. okie. shep bang my door, ppl come disturb me jumping on my bed. then i know, our subcomms are here. food and drinks need to be replenished. so i volunteered to buy without any hesitation okie. other main comms were pretty occupied with their own stuff. we had mass briefing which we were not told. from wad we had know, it was just individual department briefing. okie nvm. everyone were pretty prepared though. which was a good thing. well as least to me. dinner was next. me and steph wanted to go to another hawker centre and so we did. ppl should show example before complaining. another thing, dun just complain and do nothing about it, gossip and mock. well just shuddup. wtf. thanks bea selene haslinda kiwi yasin and all the programme subcomms for coming.
while others were playing mahjong, me steph jasmine eng meng were doing our powerpoint for admin, programme, sponsorship and decor. we had much question. sorry i dun mean to be straight forward or question my many doubts and queries while trying to get the stuff settled. alv and guang did the final editting. (;
today, just had a meeting with our DD raymond and kyle. we thouht it would be 20 min of presentation and 1hr of questioning. but it turned out well cos raymond had to leave early so we dint finish our presentation. oh well.
we have wonderful programmes line up, perfect place and price. i just dun get it why ppl refused to buy our tickets besides those with financial difficulties. stop ur bullshit if u can use the money to club and on ur lavish life but no money for this event. bloody excuses.
wu backing eh cha bo(s) si ker xat. hahaa. (:
many thanks to the main comm: alv guang jo valerie pamela stephanie eng meng wei sheng jasmine for making the chalet a memorable one.
oh rights. kboxing was really great with alv guang jo eng meng and steph. hahah. i was shy. yes yes. many salutes to our kbox queen: stephanie and i'll crown jo with the kbox princess title. guang will be the kbox king prince and eunuch. sing sing sing sing. i love shan hu hai. (;
will you miss me?
yeeping ; 9:18 AM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
i'm going d and d chalet tmr. (;
a break for me till thurs. i hope it'll turn out fun. ohwells. with mr pomata esp. lame jokes. and alvin's imitation lame jokes. hahaa. okie im expecting more ppl though. my pre chalet mood again. this chalet is supposedly needed for work purposes. Wednesday we're supposed to present all ideas to Deputy Director. and of cos the interesting part. our BBQ. please do turn up. exclusively for ONLY d and d subcomms. dun kay kiang if u're not in that category. we will not entertain you. meetings will take our nights. OMG.OMG.OMG. there will be mahjonging, gaming, dvd-ing, bbq, laughing, singing, bonding and then meetings. we'll spending more time together doing the d and d paperwork. Fun right?
i work holland village today. there were almost no customer so we stood around doing nothing. and i was freaking bored. the standards set for me are like, sky high. just imagine what is being expected from me man. oh oh im so scared. WHATEVER. *rolls eyes* my new colleague taught me the basics of guitar today. the chords are like. OMG. but nvm. i'll try (;
and YOU! i seriously dunno what's going on between us right now. please dont lead me to nowhere. yes we're still friends. we still can keep in contact. (;
youyou. pls lar. get a life and grow up will you? annoyed cos of a stupid darn reason not being able to play something dumb. and not treating the ppl around you well. for goodness sake.
CENTIS. its just so difficult to plan outings when no one is replying our mails and msg. shirts. i wonder when can we get the designs and printing done.
ONE PACKAGE. when is our outing? all of us are pretty occupied. tons of things to do. pls dun scape it off because of our tiny weeny minor things.
D AND D. who wants to buy tickets from me?
im just choosing to be calm at this very moment. try stirring something new. TRY ME TRY ME! bao sent me many many nice chinese songs. im loving them. heh. thanks. i thought tt i knew you very well, tt's why i gave misunderstanding a chance to strike, maybe tt's why we drifted apart. nice nick friend.
who understands me so well?
yeeping ; 7:12 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
i was working on fri, the moment i know im going out on sat, i couldnt stop smiling. alrights. my colleagues even made fun of me, saying i'll be smiling even if i got a complain letter or scolding right now. thanks lar.
lets see. i caught wolf creek yesterday in cine. its a pretty gruesome show. right. i was like hiding my friend and peeping through my fingers. okie hilarious. it was a great day lar. except for the many many stumbling and tongue tight. it was a good day. okie lar. lets just say you made my day. -happy- (;
sometimes its just so difficult to scrape some time out of my busy busy schedule.
natasha took an afternoon flight to US and i only know it only yesterday night. silly girl. you're making us miss you so much much more for not seeing you off. come back soon will you?
d and d is coming. oh no. im just so worried about it.
im having such great confusion but it's just difficult to share. mel knows me best.
will you want see me again?
i really wana learn guitar for some time alr. shucks.
the 101 things i dun wish to happen. just did one by one. well done. im so random tonight.
thank you. VP. (;
yeeping ; 5:43 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
as usual. we're always shorthanded at work. we had to work our ass-es out. but it was really great having your colleagues you missed working with you. -happy (:
i dreamt tt i was a lesbian. tell me tt it is not happening man. oh no.
i had no more surprises. zzz.
yeeping ; 5:48 PM